I probably should accept the fact

that I am more than a little tense today. And I feel like I cannot breathe or concentrate or finish a thought or advocate for my clients competently. Not today. Not on the day my heart gets broken. (See, isn't it a happy coincidence that I don't have to be in any court anywhere in this city today? Cause I would fully screw up.)

And I should probably consider my state of my mind before flying off the handle about my mother-in-law.

But, that would be rationale...